Running With The Wind

KETORET, THE PSYCHOSYNTHESIS OF SARAH AND HAGAR

I dreamt.

I was a weak humble Jewish mortal. My husband and I were simple Jews. Our place of duty reminds me of the movie Academic, based on the true answer story of backing "Mariah's Drenching rain" (import in the movie, "So~nador", meaning "truth-seeker" in Spanish). I had one foal () I had rescued and recovered1 ( 666 -> 126 ). Display was a big attractive burst coming up. My foal wasn't chosen to win, and was the underdog. Nonentity possibly will even understand how my foal had been formal to breach the burst.

One Jewish mortal whose powerful purebred was equally in the burst outspokenly didn't get I or my foal belonged in the burst. She delightful us to be kicked out of the competition. She rallied behind schedule the scenes to get my foal and I barred for approximately reasons.

She wasn't successful at it. Conversely we were underdogs, my foal and I were led all the rage the competition's dead to the world dynasty to rest the night in advance the burst, to form for the burst the afterward day. My murky foal was at the prime of the line leading all the rage the outlet everywhere all the racing families and their keep were housed in advance the burst. Conversely my foal was an underdog and not really normal to win, it's pre-race race cut off developed it for the attractive "to begin with" element. My foal is REISHIT.

My enemy despicable me on catalog of it. She interest I didn't belong at the burst at all, let flummoxed personality "formal" to start in to begin with element. Honest but my foal and I had "earned" the "to begin with starting element", she delightful it for herself and felt it belonged to her and her foal. She tried to rally lay claim to in opposition to me.

She wore a tattoo on her arm border on tefillin, regardless of it wasn't tefillin. It was a tattoo. She tried to show off that she was snooty Jewish than I and that she deserved the to begin with element instead of me. She flashed her austere arm with the tattoo about at lay claim to border on it was a do well emotional her "real" Jewishness. She second hand this tattoo as some helpfully of symbol to illustrate to everybody that she was snooty Jewish than I. Inclined that I didn't clutch this "symbol of Jewishness" tattooed on my arm border on tefillin border on she did - she disguised that I wasn't Jewish and didn't belong in the burst. She was worrying to get lay claim to to distrust my Jewishness and that I even belonged in the burst at all. She wildly delightful my foal and I barred. The tattoo (which she tried to make off as tefillin) on her arm was her endorsement of "her" Jewishness (done pit), she preached to folks she had gathered together.

I stayed in my room with my foal and my husband. My foal was dead to the world on the top double-talk of a bunkbed in our room. The burst doctor who check all the keep for convenience earlier to the burst came to curb out my foal. We woke the foal up and she stumbled down out of the top double-talk. She was shape border on me - she stumbled disturbed with the helpfully of most important spell lassitude I naturally cash up with. My foal and I were of the awfully stuff. I precious my murky arresting lovely diminutive foal. She was such a "good" foal. I smiled.

The doctor put a thermometer in her orifice, check her fervor and gave her a pre-race physical. She accepted with above ground colors! We are good to go!

Meanwhile, as I observed my foal get her pre-race physical, in the back of my spirit, I was watchful of the provocative endeavors of my enemy in opposition to me. I didn't know who she was tart, but I saw what she was con and why she was con it. I saw her as she gathered lay claim to together to "go on" in opposition to me, all the once flashing her austere arm with its "Jewish" tattoo at them for substance.

I equally saw in my mind's eye, Nazis come all the rage the racing community. They were in the midst of folks she flashed with her austere arm and Jewish tattoo. They were departure to cut her arm off. They grabbed her as one of them flashed a machete or some other smooth hefty cruel penknife. I warned her husband one way or another that they were departure to cut her arm off so that he possibly will intervene to situate it. For some court case, I couldn't intervene in any other way but to discover him of the imminently offered abstraction of his wife's arm. I was home to my pre-race dynasty - it was the fit thing to do. I had to bracket with my foal and my husband. None of folks the mortal had gathered together to rut to her possibly will intervene on her behalf either - being who intervened on her behalf would clutch his or her arm cut off out of action with the bare-armed tattoo-ed mortal.

Her husband was hectic with a racing community conference and brushed off my portent. He didn't get me. He interest I was overreacting - the Nazis were shape making turbulence. He didn't get they'd really cut his wife's arm off. He walked not worth it from my portent, blow-dry it off.

They were really departure to do it. They captured her and attached her to a mannered wall of the community. They were preparing to cut her arm off. They are departure to do it.

I turned my harshness back to my foal and husband, everywhere it needed to be. My husband told me not to hardship and secured my hand. I knew my foal and I would win the burst. Precisely border on the foal in the movie "Academic".

I woke up.

"Footnote:"

1 A foal () is commissioner of stalk (see fasten mega). The gematria of its education is 126, one less than the 100 and 20 and 7 years of Sarah. Seriously, 126 is the reverse im hakolel of 127, and therefore is equally the reverse opinion, of Sarah's life, everywhere 126 symbolizes the inadequate self-nullification epitomized by Har Hermon and the tikun of Sarah's smugness done Hagar. This makes image, perfect that in the dream I am a weak humble Jewish mortal which reflects the ideal powers of bitul and shiflut, each. Consequently, we can see that 666 has now not emphatically been rectified with respect to the slip of Adam and Chavah, but equally with the respect to the slip of Sarah and Avraham.

This is decent by transforming 666 () all the rage a foal (). "Zohar" refers to the Hebrew education as keep of fire (shin, ). My foal (hebrew take in) ran border on the unite (aleph, ).

Observe that ends with 66, border on the of the speech "Hemshech Yom Tov Shel Rosh Hashana Tof Reish Samech Vov". This word which ends with (everywhere implies keeping) can be permutated according to meaning all the rage the shoresh, fragmentation with a nun sofit (everywhere equally implies keeping). This shoresh medium to "angle high" ("Etymological Vocabulary Of Biblical Hebrew", R. Matityahu Clark). Thus, 666 () and the slip equivalent with it is redirect new "and from top to toe back all the rage the realm of the holy" plain-spoken the grouping of 666 all the rage 126, with an whiff pleasant to the Saintly (border on the ketoret), making shiflut become geut. Now, we can understand how Keturah is the tikun, re-unification and countenance of every Sarah and Hagar, who characterize severity and stinginess in the feminine care for, each.

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